Ops Elastika
Come on stretch me. This week hasn't really been that great.Why? Search me... The guys in camp are getting slightly out of hand these days. Hard to control them, but luckily as the week proceed on and crisis surfaced, they somehow managed to get motivated and work together. Marc Yoong is truly inspiration. Never seen a commander like him. I idolised him since day one. And now, he is fighting for us. I quote him "Tomorrow we gonna fight a war. We only have 2 hrs. We up one more vehicle and we go fight with the BWO for the weekend." Simple words that sends surge of energy and motivation down every single on's spine, giving us a reason to push ourselves to the limits.
And so we fought. And in a few hours, we up 2 more vehicles and had 5 vehicles in our company ready to move out. -prelude: Monday, Camoflage Vehicle lessons...Vehciles all prepared and ready to move out. And yet the BWO denied us the right to move out, giving us another set of vehicles. Those vehicles he gave were down. Come on. Rank blinds one of his senses?My vehicle is all good and i can't move out. Conclusion. He is the worst officer i ever seen.BWO.-
I have been rather distracted, distracted by the fact that someone so dear to me has left. I knew i would be sad and so i asked for time to stay away and cool off. And i did. Thats why i dis not reply. Not because i wanted to ignore. Hope you understand. And hearing from you this afternoon does makes me feel sad. Like there was something rubbing down on my naked heart. And yes, i believe in being vocal. So i will tell you the other part of the reason. Other than protecting myself from saddness, this period of time without me around should prove better for you to discover what you really want. To admit, i believe you can find happiness more easily without my intereference. But of cos, being omni present -heehee- i will be around when you need me. SO lets just give me, and say...let me give you some time and space. Both will be happy. COme to realise, it all boils down to the fact that i love myself much more than anythign else....hmm....finally me again.
And yesterday had Wen asked of me. SOmething i do not believe in. What risk am i taking. Engaging on something based upon a philosophy that i do not believe.Believe. Believe. How important is that really?
Oh ya and there was the single most happening event i had for a long time. The company BBQ. Real cool. To see the man come up with their respective stunts. Throwing every single one of us into the air. Haha. Never seen them that happy before. And i was happy too. Cos it allowed me as a VC to bridge my gap with the section. Drank a little, and witness marc wong drunk. haha. Interesting. COme on. Who said army life sucks. I beg to differ. Having been a soldier for exactly one year, i found army amazing..
And so we fought. And in a few hours, we up 2 more vehicles and had 5 vehicles in our company ready to move out. -prelude: Monday, Camoflage Vehicle lessons...Vehciles all prepared and ready to move out. And yet the BWO denied us the right to move out, giving us another set of vehicles. Those vehicles he gave were down. Come on. Rank blinds one of his senses?My vehicle is all good and i can't move out. Conclusion. He is the worst officer i ever seen.BWO.-
I have been rather distracted, distracted by the fact that someone so dear to me has left. I knew i would be sad and so i asked for time to stay away and cool off. And i did. Thats why i dis not reply. Not because i wanted to ignore. Hope you understand. And hearing from you this afternoon does makes me feel sad. Like there was something rubbing down on my naked heart. And yes, i believe in being vocal. So i will tell you the other part of the reason. Other than protecting myself from saddness, this period of time without me around should prove better for you to discover what you really want. To admit, i believe you can find happiness more easily without my intereference. But of cos, being omni present -heehee- i will be around when you need me. SO lets just give me, and say...let me give you some time and space. Both will be happy. COme to realise, it all boils down to the fact that i love myself much more than anythign else....hmm....finally me again.
And yesterday had Wen asked of me. SOmething i do not believe in. What risk am i taking. Engaging on something based upon a philosophy that i do not believe.Believe. Believe. How important is that really?
Oh ya and there was the single most happening event i had for a long time. The company BBQ. Real cool. To see the man come up with their respective stunts. Throwing every single one of us into the air. Haha. Never seen them that happy before. And i was happy too. Cos it allowed me as a VC to bridge my gap with the section. Drank a little, and witness marc wong drunk. haha. Interesting. COme on. Who said army life sucks. I beg to differ. Having been a soldier for exactly one year, i found army amazing..
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